Konstisifyer
I'm taking part to February Album Writing Month 2015 - thing
Yes, and here I add my lyrics I'm going to make at FAWM-15.
1.) L.E.A.V.E.
Leaves are falling / End of the story / Art of nature / Violating psyche / Escalating betraying
L.E.A.V.E.
End of the falling / Art of psyche / Violating the story / Escalating nature / Leaves are betraying
L.E.A.V.E.
Art of the story / Violating betraying / Escalating psyche / Leaves are falling / End of nature
L.E.A.V.E.
Violating falling / Escalating the story / Leaves are nature / End of betraying / Art of psyche
L.E.A.V.E.
Escalating betraying / Leave is this story / End of psyche / Art of falling / Violating the nature
L.E.A.V.E.
Leaves are falling / End of the story / Art of nature / Violating psyche / Escalating betraying
L.E.A.V.E.
2.) Chaos to Controll
What is this state of mine? / I don't know, but it seems like / It is governed by anarchy
What is this state of mind? / I don't know, but it feels like / Anarchy
Can't control / Can't troll
What is this that is mining? / I don't know, but it seems like / It is going too far under
Does this miner mind? / I don't know, but it feels like / Anarchy
Want to control / Want to troll
Don't come to me / Don't tell to me / How to control / Chaos
Where I should myself find? / I don't know, but it seems like / Far away place
Is this state of mind kind? / No, and it feels like / Anarchy
Too far to control / Too close to troll
Please come to me / Please tell to me / How to control / Chaos
3.) Tearleaders
Tell me / What is the point / With this / Ultimate positivity
Can't figure out myself
Why you / Are lying to yourselves / Insisting / Everything will be fine
If we just think it will be
Don't fool your ears / Don't lead us to tears / Meet your darkest fears / Prepare us with spears
You can't / Fool the truth / Signs / In the air warns you
Change your own direction
Do not / Try to change / Its / Direction
It is more powerful than us
4.) Prove it to me
Prove it to me / Give me a reason / Why you should follow me / And I should take the responsibility
It is endless game / That I lead and you come behind / And I'm leading it to behind
Tell me why / You don't go your own way
Don't you know / There isn't just one way / Mine is mine, not yours / And I don't know how you should go mine
This is tendless game / That I lead and you go circle / And I'm not leading it to circle
5.) Insensitive
Here I am / As your target / Ready to take it again / Ready to feel it again
I'm ready for anything / As usual / You are humiliating / As usual
Here we go
(again)
I've seen this show before / You're like modern TV / Nothing new except news / And they're 'bout violence
I'm ready for anything / As usual / You are humiliating / As usual
Hey mister referee / Dick on a forehead / As you tend to be / You're the last on to revere
Do it again / I'm asking it / Cause I'm already / Insensitive
6.) Think
This pain kills me / It is deep inside / In my speechless mind / I can't do a thing
Not a thing...
Such enduring / Questions everything / Including my identity / I can't do a thing
Not a thing...
That would raise me up / From this mental grave / You've digged to me / And it is becoming physical / Thing
There is no medicine / Nothing else but your / Good will I'm luring / I can't do a thing
Not a thing...
Is helping me now / I'm desperate / Thanks to your cold heart / I can't do a thing
Not a thing...
That would raise me up / From this mental grave / You've digged to me / And it is becoming physical / Thing
Would you mind? / Please kill this pain / In my heart, it is yours / Or take the whole heart / To stop my pain / Since it is yours
7.) He had no clue
I hope I could understand myself / Forgotten, self-confident display / I hope you could understand myself / Obvious, acting display
I hope I could understand yourself / Social, object display / I hope you could understand yourself / Sexy, alluring display
Where is your hand / I need to grab to it / But it is too far away / We're losing this game
You hope you could understand yourself / Ugly, regular display / You hope I could understand yourself / Ugly, regular display
You hope you could understand myself / Wise, alpha display / You hope I could understand myself / Wise, alpha display
He hopes he could understand both / To come between / We hope he could understand himself / But he has no clue
He had no clue...
8.) High Walls
Can you hear me? / I don't fear you / I want you to know / I want to know you
We need a new start / To build everything again / From beginning to the end / From ground to skies
I want a wall / So high / No-one can climb over / And come between
CAN YOU HEAR ME!
So what do you say? / I want to know / Can we do it again / Are you willing?
Are you willing / To some kick-ass-action?
9.) Äh
Let's kick him to balls / Let's f*ck him up / No mercy, no forgiveness / That's not my job / To forgive / Or give for
Sorry if I've been / Too kind
Now this feels good / I'm now in that mood
There is no such a word / Like worry / When he doesn't exist / In my world of experience / Cause he is experience / And a worry
Sorry if... / Äh. Kidding! / I don't feel sorry right now
Now this feels good / It's like punching a tree / I'm now in that mood / I will be carefree
Äh
10.) Kappalejako
Minä olen herra / Hallitsen tämän tilanteen / Olen alfa näillä main / Eikä ketään näy maillani
Jaoin tarinan kappaleisiin / Ihmiset piispoihin ja kappalaisiin / Vitsinne vanhoihin ja kuppaisiin / Hänet pieniin kappaleisiin
Se on kappalejako!
Olen kyllästynyt häneen / Hänen yrityksiin tulla taas / Takaisin / Väliin kahden ihmisen
Kauanko tämä jatkuu? / Eikö hän anna minulle aikaa, / Eikö mahdollisuutta / Miettiä maata vai unohtaa?
11.) Inter Symphony (instrumental)
12.) Million Pains
I'm grounding an army / Of ten opinions / I need guardians / At least one hundred
I want a regiment / Of thousand thoughts / To strike against / 10 000 reasons
Each second he exists / In my experience / I miss more and more / Our guardians
We demand defending / Words 100 000 / To protect us from / Million pains
Preacher reckon he's sexist / retouching my experience / I kiss you for / Guarding our core
13.) Body Shakes
Just when I was thinking / That everything was solved
Then you came yourself / Distorting / Called it off
I gave my everything / For this to be eternal
My god / I feel / Betrayed / But its not your fault / I should not give the pressure / I got to your soul
I GAVE MY EVERYTHING
(body shakes!)
FOR THIS TO BE ETERNAL
(thoughts galls!)
BUT IT TURNED OUT TO BE
(psyche melts!)
REAL MINDFUCK
(identity commits suicide!)
14.) Sweeter without my presentation
Glory far away / This unfairtale / Has come to its end / I'll just protect myself
All the things I have done / Are now flushed away / They all are spread / All over the place
Round me! / I'm the biggest carnivore / Pound me! / I'm all defendless now
I'm lacking energy / I'm too tired to gather / All the things I have done / Back to me
Deep inside
Pain is escalating
And ruining all mine
All non-thing
And I can feel it
This social animal
Has come to its end
Like a carnival
I hope this story
Will be remembered
After myself
Embedded
I won't be
In Lifes station
Sweeter without
My presentation